I need to let go of it...And this how I am doing it!!!!

As I have mentioned in my blog earlier, I am huge a dog lover. I love anything with four legs really. Except for reptiles, they make me feel nauseous. I have had a dog all my life. Since the day I was born I could say. Or rather since the day I came home from the hospital. When I was three days old I came home to my family and this cute little four legged friend of mine who was 97 days old then. He was an all white cross Pomeranian. He was the best dog ever. We were (are in my heart) great friends. He always protected me. He was always there for me. He barked at people who yelled at me. He'd be there, all worried, when I cry. He's no more with us. He left us when I was 14 years old. I still feel him around me. I was too young to understand death back then. But this is one death that has affected my life the most. I was depressed for a while and got over it.

Me and my dog on my birthday. I'm feeding him cake. (Isn't cake not good for dogs? What were my parents thinking?) Anyhow, isn't he such an angel? (Sorry for the bad quality)

And then I got another dog. I was the happiest person on Earth without a doubt.

These pictures are from when we got him home. He was hardly fifteen days o

ld. He was so cute. He shared the same birthday as my first dog. I had hoped for him stay with us for years. I thought he would too.

He was growing perfectly. Everybody loved him. He loved everybody.

                                     

He was the nicest dog. He was well-trained. He was doing great at his training. We had to shift house because my dog was getting bigger and we all needed more space. Then my trainer stopped coming too. So this made my dog very unstable and behaviorally very aggressive. He started growling. He had bit my sister thrice. He bit me twice. I was, honestly, scared of him now. And that's when my family decided on re-homing him. He is in my dad's friend's farm house now. I don't know how he is doing. But I miss him a lot. He was with us for one and half years and he gave us all the love he could. I regret everything I did not do with him. I think I should have trained him myself and taken better care of him. He would have been with us. But now it's heartbreaking to even think of him. I do want to get another dog now but I don't want to be a bad dog-parent. So I think I'll just get a dog when I'm ready for one.

I'm sorry if this was boring. It's just something that's been on my mind for too long. I dream about this guy too much. I think of him all the time. I miss you, Ragz.

This is from a photoshoot I did with him. Isn't he a babe? So good looking. My handsome boy. I miss him. I hope life is treating you good buddy. I love you. 

-Pushya C

Your blogger/ Dog lover.

Lots of love.

Challenge: Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.

1. Be honest.
2. Have an opinion. 
3. Be a good conversationalist. 
4. Text me all the time especially when I expect it the least. 
5. Have a passion in life.
6. Laugh at my jokes and say I'm funny cause I think I'm funny.
7. Be yourself.
8. Be there for me no matter what.

I guess that's it. It's not very hard for people to win my heart. 

Lots of love, my precious readers. 

<3

-Pushya.C 

A/N: I'm sorry I haven't written anything. Writer's block. :(( But I will post something soon. :) 

Day 2: Nine Things about Yourself.

1. I live in Bangalore, India.
2. I was born on Seventh of September in 1994.
3. I have a sister. We are best friends. Go read her blog: everythingiknowbychandana.blogspot.in
4. I live with my parents.
5. I am an avid reader.
6. I am huge animal lover.
7. I love food. 
8. I am actually funny but nobody gets my jokes unless you know me.
9. I believe in spreading love in the world. Haters just carry negativity. Lovers are happy. Spread the love.

-Pushya C

Your blogger.

Lots of love.

I'm doing this!

Challenge

I am going to do this! No time limit though. I don't finish these when there is a time limit. So yay keep an eye on my blog. I'm not sure if you do this blogs but hey my readers need to know me better. I'm doing this. 

-Pushya <3

My reply to a reader when asked about views on religion! I hope you're happy with my reply!

This is not intended to hurt anybody's feeling or religious beliefs. If it does I apologize from the truest place in my heart as I don't intend on hurting anyone. My request to my readers is please be matures about somebody else's point of view. This is mine.

Religion. I am atheist. I don't believe in god. But I am not against people who believe in god. I'm a rationalist. I think religion, among other things, was made to mold people's minds to think a certain way. Also when usually people are sad or upset they need somebody to look up to or gain strength from and I think that is why religion was made in the first place. I think god is a made up spirit that everybody can look up to when the times are bad. Come to think of it, even people who believe in God remember or pray to The Lord mostly when they are feeling down or upset. That's my beliefs. I do not expect anybody to agree to it or accept it but I'd also appreciate it if nobody looks down at my beliefs because I don't do that to people who believe in God. I like to live by "to each it's own". And also I think religions were made to kind of .have control over people. There are few people in the world who believe that their true calling in life is to lead people and be a leader. A lot of people go to politics, few of them go to business be the boss and then there

are people who take up religion to just satisfy their urge to lead people. And also I think these leaders don't really care if it is doing good or bad. I think that is why Muslims are targeted for terrorism. 

I'd like to know your opinion on religion.

I'd love to know your views. No hate comments please. I know it's a sensitive issue but we should be mature enough to talk about it and accept others views. You can also let me know of your views in my email.

Email ID: naidupushya@icloud.com

Thanks a ton for all the reads people. I'd really love some feedback though. Please and thank you.

Your blogger,
Pushya C.
I love you all. 

Bag of chips!

My parents buy chips and they buy the ones that isn't salted right?! Cause it's not good for their health or something?!

So my point is, "IS CHIPS IN GENERAL GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH ALL THAT OIL AND POTATO AND ALL THE OTHER THING THEY PUT IN IT LIKE SERIOUSLY EATING SALTLESS CHIP IS LIKE BUYING HOT ICE CREAM". n.n

And also that is all that they get they don't get the normal ones for my sister and me. I LOVE CHIPS.

Does this make sense to anybody?! It's not fair!!!! /.\  

How about thinking for yourself?!

                         

    I have followed a lot of preachers, motivational speakers. Well not a lot but quiet a few of them and I have made this observation of how they put in a thought and there are people who just blindly follow they're so called "Preachings". But what I believe is any preacher, motivational speaker or even just a friend giving advice to another friend should give them a direction to think in. They should just put in their opinion and not put blinders on your friend to just follow what you say. If you truly want your friend to be the better version of themselves, you should let them think. You should only kindle the process of thinking to solve a certain issue or whatever situation it is. And not tell them to just do things a certain. It's certainly no good on your friend because thinking, analyzing and realizing things is the key to a lot of problem.

                                    

                                   

                                            

     But my humble request to everybody out there is, don't ditch somebody when they're in a hardship or in pain. People need people. I need my friends and my loved ones when I'm feeling awfully down. Sticking up to somebody or being their for somebody is the best proof of your relationship. Always stay. It's easier to leave but it's much better if you just stayed.


LOVE YOU ALL. SPREAD THE LOVE YOU HAVE IN YOU. DON'T HATE ( Though you just can't help it sometimes ).

-Pushya.


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End of post! 

Oh my god, you guys.!! I love you! I'm so happy!

I love you all so much.!!! Thank you for all the views and reads, guys. I'm so happy. On top of the world kind of feeling. Thank you so much. I have totally 69 views (funny number I know).

This just made my day. And this such good response for somebody who is just starting. I love you guys. Each 69 one of you. I pledge my deepest love to you. I'm overjoyed. But please do comment because I don't have any feedback on my writing and I'd love some feedback and suggestions. How you like it? How you don't? Please read it. It means a lot to me. Thank you guys. I love you. And I'm getting readers from +India+ , +United States of America ♥, Germany and +Poland. Oh how happy that makes me. Thanks readers. 

My views just went up to 75. Thank you readers. 

If you want to reach me for any reasons, about my writing, just to talk, I am good at advising people so you can talk to me or even if you just need a friend or you're lonely. 

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Thank you guys. I'm loving this. :)

I just wasted almost an hour doing nothing!

So +Google made me go through this steps for "verifying my blog" to link it with my +Googlepage. I don't know if that worked but it was such gibberish. Gave me a headache. I need coffee. But sadly I can't cook at all. Not even make myself a cup of +Coffee. It's frustrating to know everything you can't cook esp when I need a coffee so bad. I guess I am just going have to wait till my sister gets home. 

I should have been good at socializing, I could have gone over to my neighbor asked them for one. Oh well now that's not happening might as relax myself. Just relax. Breathe in and out. Slow and steady. 

Tell me, readers, how do you handle those breaking point in a day. 

Two girls I am loving right now!

Everybody listens to music, right?! So do I. But I always like exploring in music. I listen to all genres of music from +Mild Rock  to +Country Music  to even +pop music . I like EDM and house sometimes. So you get the point?! I like all genres of music. Except heavy-ear bleeding-metal. That's just not me. 

Anyhow my point was there are these two girls I am so loving right now. The one being Ella Marija Lani Yelich-O'Connor popularly known as +Lorde our 17 year old singer from +New Zealand. I first discovered Lorde when my best friend from +Australia  asked me to listen to her song "+Royals". It was love at first song. I love her voice. Her voice has an unique texture. Very appealing and sell able. 

And this other girl I am loving is Elizabeth Woolridge Grant known best as +Lana Del Rey . Del Rey is a American singer-songwriter. I heard her on the +triple j 100 count down 2013. Her song "+Young and Beautiful" was at number 7. And my other friend asked me to listen to "+Summertime Sadness" that is when I so fell in love her voice. She is a beautiful girl a even beautiful voice. 

And if you haven't given a listen to either of them. You don't know your music at all. No I'm joking. You should do listen to them. Like right now. 

http://www.youtube.com/user/LordeMusic

http://www.youtube.com/user/LanaDelRey

I will also do a "Two guys I am loving right now" soon. Keep on an eye on my blog. Love you readers. All my love to you guys because honestly it's all I have to give it to you. And nobody is ever out of love so spread the love, spread the joy, spread the smiles. 

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! 

If you want to talk to me, contact me on the following ways 

Email ID: naidupuhya@icloud.com 

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PS: If you are a blogger too comment your link, I'd love to read them.

Thanks y'all. 

The after of teens and their dating world

Hey guys! If this my continuation to my post "Teens and their dating world. Parents pay attention maybe." This is a true story. It's a story of three best friends. So I recommend you read my above mentioned post then continue reading this. 

A Bad Day 

Location isn't important

As PD was trying to get back to her normal self. She gets a text message from SMS. "I'm sorry for everything :'(". That's all it read. Then they had a couple of communication back and froth.

Same Day Maybe

My House

I get messages and missed calls from SMS and PD. I call SMS and find out what happened because I was honestly worried. When I found out what happened. I let them deal with it. I din't interfere this time. 

A Couple Of Days Later

At College

SMS wanted to talk to him I texted him to come to the canteen. He din't know PD was going to be there but when his jaws dropped seeing her there. I signaled him that I will handle it. We went off to a more secluded place where we could talk. Then the yelling, crying, anger outbursts started. And the outcome was SMS and PD were done. 

So was our friendship. But I wasn't going to ditch them when they needed me. 

It was all done. 

A Week Or So Later

My House

I get a phone call from PD's mother. She reads out SMS's number asking whether I knew this number. They had some how tracked down his number even though PD had deleted all the logs from their last communication. Her mother wanted to know why they are still in touch and what us going on. I din't want to let out anything so I told her I will call her back. I called SMS and told him what's happening. He informed me PD's mother had called him but he din't take her call. And the situation was getting really boggy. And I managed to keep PD's mother in the dark feeding her with lies. 

I Was Kept In The Dark Until Now

A Couple Of Days Later

There were "I'm going to kill myself threats" from PD. And I was done with all of this, to be honest. 

One Day

Me On +Facebook

" I won't be coming to college again. Let SMS know this please. I can't handle this anymore. I feel like such a failure. All this is happening because of me. I need to die. I won't disturb you or SMS. I'll just listen to my parents and stay at home. I'm quitting college." I get this message from PD. I was clearly done with all of this and I said "I'm not telling SMS nothing. You can very much contact him directly. I'm not your messenger." I was pissed. 

Exactly A Week Later

During A Class Test

I see PD in class. I am still mad at her then. I just be nice I her anyways. And try to stay away from her. I guess that was a empty threat as I thought it was of not coming to college. 

Today
In Our Lives

We aren't friends at least according to me. There is a lot of friction. I'm giving her the cold shoulder. But we still sit together at lunch. And exchange pleasantries. I can see how our friendship is on a up and then a sudden down. 

More to come.... Maybe. 

I love you,guys. If you have read my blog. I'm so happy. I hope I get readers. I love you all. Mwaah. 

When you can give out so much love to the world why spend all energy in passing around negativity. Just a thought. 

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Birth, Life and Death

Birth being the beginning of life, is celebrated. Being born in a country like India rich in diversity, you will find people from varied walks of lives and diverse tradition. Then there are ones with the ancient and distinct ways to celebrate the birth of a child. And then life happens and an individual goes through all kinds of events in life. Celebrating the ups and coping with the downs. Dreaming for a better life each day Sehnsucht, as the Germans call it, till there is no more days to dream for that’s the end of life as we know it. A death of a person is looked upon in different cultures in different ways. Death is mourned by a few as it is the end of  life of a who was loved and who lived a life and also a realization of how important this short stay is for each individual. Being alive is humbling opportunity which is destined to only a few of us. And only a couple of us make this quick stay worth the journey. There are few people believe in mourning a person’s death in peace and quiet and let them pass to the heavens in peace to respect Death, the truth of life. 

And then there are a few other people who believe in celebrating a person’s Death because they believe a person’s Death is a completion of a Human life. It is the future path to the soul of the person. They believe their soul goes to a better place. It is like a level advancement. And it is celebrated like a festival. And there is celebration and firecrackers and the beating of the Dhol, an Indian drum. The heart of a person is described Henry Wadsworth Longfellow beats like a muffled drum as  through the journey of life to provide music for this journey. And when this muffled drum is muted the rest of the acquaintances of this soul on this  galactic  planet, which homed this soul, beats the drum and burst the fireworks as loud as it can be heard till the heaven gates. A person may question all this banter and believe in letting the man pass in peace but it is the completion of life. A level succeeded. Advancement to the next level. Death. The only certainty in life. The truth. 

Hey guys I hope you like this one I'm thinking of submitting to my college for it's yearly magazine. Please leave a comment on how you like it or with suggestions. I hope somebody is reading. Thank you lots of love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

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