A very notable and bizarre thing has been happening!!!!

It's been almost three to four days, I'd say. I haven't been eating much. I eat chocolate. I drink tea, water etc.d very small bits of food not a proper meal just stuff to eat. An My main concern is that this is me. I love food. Why haven't I been eating? There is nothing bothering for me to stop eating. And my parents think that's why I haven't been eating. They seem really worried.

I just now went to the kitchen but I just came back drank some water and I'm writing this. I just din't feel like eating. I am not trying to lose weight. I don't think I'd ever do that. I do think I need to shred a little but not enough to get me to quit eating.

Well hopefully I figure it out.

Live life.
Your blogger,
Pushya C
Lots of love.

Rant-ish stuff!

Hey guys, How are y'all doing?!
Good??
Bad?
Alright???
Ok!
Well, me, I haven't been feeling too good lately.
Ok. There is nothing wrong for real but it's weird. I have been feeling kind of off. And the fact that I am feeling off is really bothering me. I just hope I feel better soon.

I love you guys mainly because you're always here. You're my support system. Even if I don't get comments on my blogs. I am sure somebody out there is reading it and that makes me glad and happy because let me tell you guys, I honestly most sincerely don't think anybody is permanent in your life but to have you guys for me is just amazing. I can give you gives all my love. And not expect stuff off of each other and that's just perfect. And I like you. All of you.

Love you darlings,
Your blogger,
Pushya C.
Kisses.

I hate this time of the year but I don't have to deal with it so suck on it (HAHA Have a good year ahead)

Year 2014, first day of June, in the evening I went for a walk with my sister and something was different. No it wasn't just the fact that the Calender month had changed from May from June but there were just too many people out today. Or should I say little people (not dwarfs but kids). It got me thinking why and then it struck me. It is back to school season. The times which everybody as a kid hated/hates. I hated this time just like any other kid. And it gets me so happy. Incredibly happy. That I don't have to go back to school tomorrow. I can just start my day late. Study for my entrance exam whenever and do whatever I want but not go back to school. And to all the kids out there, I know how it feels. You have that horrible feeling in your gut. That nervous feeling. So many thoughts on your mind. "Why do I have to go back to school". "I won't be able to play all day for another 10 months." "Is dropping out of school a good option." "Should I just give upon life, already?" So many questions but you have only one answer. Go to bed soon tonight wake up early and go to school. I remember being in school and going to bed early and hoping I'd never wake up and life would be perfect 'cause I hated school. I din't have friends. I wasn't popular. I was a nobody. Well I was just me actually. The girl who nobody spoke to. So when this was the case no way in hell I'd like school. I'd get a feverish feeling on the Back to school night. My mom would wake me up and my "five more minutes" never ended 'cause I just clearly din't want to go. I wanted to stay home everyday. So I don't want anybody to go through I went through. So here are a few things I think you should do or a few tips: 

1. Go to bed with a positiveness that going to school tomorrow is going to be fun.
2. Get a good night's sleep.
3. Wake up early. Get ready in fresh clothes. Make sure you have all the supplies you need. And go seize the day.
4. Make friends. I am sure there is this one person in your class that could be your friend. Hang out with that person. Sit with them at lunch, in the class and all of that. 
5. Enjoy being at school. You don't necessarily have to just pay attention to classes. You can have fun. 
6. Make the most of these days. 'Cause they're going to be one of your most carefree days.

I hope this has helped at least one person out there. Contact me if you are having school trouble, I'm not an expert but I'll try to help. Try all of the above and if it helped you let me know how. Also comment down below how your first day of school was. Have a great year ahead. Get educated. If you make mistakes it means you're doing something and that's good. Don't refrain from making mistakes. They make you. Lots of love, all my little readers.

-Pushya C